Monday, May 19, 2003
I suffer from something I called a long term memory deficiency. Which means that I can remember only things that have happened in the recent past. Which in other words means i don't have many memories.
It's good in a way. I don't remember the painful memories of my life. I don't remember people who've hurt in the past. I don't remember all loss of friends, the deaths of people, those angry words. I would be hurt today, fine tomorrow. Look, I've forgotten about it, what can I do about that.
There's flip-side to this, of course. I don't have memories of the happier times, the small incidents which people remember. Probably if it's something momentary, the chances are, I've forgotten it.
I've learned to live with the ephemeralness (New word) of things in my life. Enjoy the moment. Be intense about it.
It all melts away into nothingness. Just an empty chest in the attic.
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